Great News

I got good news yesterday. I am crazy busy but will update soon. But we have a plan and it's already in motion!

Can we just get a plan already?

I do not look forward to having needles stuck up my arm and in my fingers today. But I finally get to meet my new doctor. Lets hope she is all about figuring things out and not a laid back let's just see kind of gal. I might just loose my shit if she is. Hmmmm

I love this Blog!

If you haven't noticed my blog list please check it out. There are some wonderful, funny women in there. I just have to link you to this one though. I love it. Perfect to a T!

If you ever question my sanity here is my proof I am not crazy!

Enjoy!

1 week away

I can't wait until this is over. Ahh I may need a break after this month. At the moment I am in serious pain. I managed to get 3 canker sores in the corner of my mouth while TMJ was acting up. So my face is swollen and I can't talk correctly. That's just wonderful when you have to sound professional on the phone. Ha

Hateful Dream AGAIN.....

Yup same dream different world. The worst part of it this time was in the dream I said I have o figure out if this is a dream or real and figured out it was real, but it was all in the dream. So what do the main observations mean this time?

Green

Green signifies a positive change, good health, growth, fertility, healing, hope, vigor, vitality, peace, and serenity. Green is also symbolic of your strive to gain recognition and establish your independence. Money, wealth and jealousy are often associated with this color. (It was defiantly light green in a pool)

Dark green indicates materialism, cheating, deceit, and/or difficulties with sharing. You need to balance between your masculine and feminine attributes.

Pregnant

To dream that you are pregnant, symbolizes an aspect of yourself or some aspect of your personal life that is growing and developing. You may not be ready to talk about it or act on it. This may also represent the birth of a new idea, direction, project or goal.

If you are really pregnant and having this dream, then it represents your anxieties about the pregnancy. Women in the first trimester of their pregnancy tend to dream of tiny creatures, fuzzy animals, flowers, fruit and water. In the second trimester, dreams will reflect your anxieties about being a good mother and concerns about possible complications with the birth. Dreams of giving birth to a non-human baby are also common during this period of the pregnancy. Finally, in the third trimester, dreams consists of your own mother. As your body changes and grows, dreams of whales, elephants and dinosaurs and other larger animals may also start appearing at this stage. (Umm not quite there yet but hope to be...)

Snake
To see a snake or be bitten by one in your dream, signifies hidden fears and worries that are threatening you. Your dream may be alerting you to something in your waking life that you are not aware of or that has not yet surfaced. Alternatively, the snake may be seen as phallic and thus symbolize temptation, dangerous and forbidden sexuality. If you are afraid of the snake, then it signifies your fears of sex, intimacy or commitment. The snake may also refer to a person around you who is callous, ruthless, and can't be trusted. As a positive symbol, snakes represent healing, transformation, knowledge and wisdom. It is indicative of self-renewal and positive changes.�( I'm going to go with the last part of this, it honestly seems the most accurate considering the other 2)

This was a weird and different one. I wasn't finding out I was pregnant we were actually at the doctor for our first appointment. We saw the baby and heard the heartbeat and I was so relieved and new we had it this time. Here we go again.

SO EXCITED!

I am so excited at the moment…….

I am back to normal! What is normal you ask. After a year and a half of my body being nuts after the miscarriage I am back to normal. Hormones are normal; I am ovulating at a normal time and the best of all it is happening at the best time. We are in the house and a peeps way of being settled! I go to doctor in 2 weeks for my normal 6 month check up and I just know my blood work and levels will confirm all of this. I finally feel good, and NORMAL! Timing is everything!

On another note, J starts Grad school tomorrow. Please send us some good vibes and thoughts. He is a little nervous but he won’t admit it to me. He acts sometimes like we just met.

So I will put up pics soon of the house. Waiting until it is complete!

Ahhh

Give me a few days. Just getting settled in!